I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

its so hard
when pple judge you with every word that comes out from your mouth
they judge you by what you do and what you dont do
what right do they have to determine our worth with just that one word
even if we choose not to say a thing
they look at you and try hard to guess whats within you
and when all that fails
they get lost in their own disbeliefs
we never learn from our mistakes.

everytime i see her
i still feel thos pangs of fear
of what, i dont know
all the things i wanted to believe in
they all seem like lies
i knew all along i was playing this game
just me myself,
but i had no choice
this was what i held on to
to decieve not just me but everyone else
who am i kidding
just those few words i could never bring myself to say
ill walk away
i just need time..

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